Someone who used to bask in the commitment with honesty told me how a lot of people are vain and pretentious. She pointed out to me, at different junctures of our time together, the behaviors and the intentions of these people, which are not very much far from the tragedy accentuated and hyperbolized in shows such as Arrested Development. Of course people aren’t so dumb in real life, but they are equally pretentious.
Someone else who used to influence my thoughts a lot pointed to me the subtleties of beauty and life, and at the same time she balked at the people who carry on their lives without the slightest hinst of these subtleties. In doing so, she created a hierarchy of sorts, between the ones who perceived the subtle, and the ones who could only do so in shorter bursts. She spoke of sincerity as if it is a badge to be worn.
I am dishonest. I break things. I am insensitive. I am at times quiet and indulgent and prone to ignorance. energetic things carry me away from seeing the darker spots. But aren’t we all human enough to have done this numerous times?
Water logic is illogical. Water logic has no compartment for definitions, distinctions. It flows from one end to the other. Categories are just placeholders for feelings.
the one who speaks often of honesty is dishonest in their relations to others. They are also quite dishonest when it comes to things inexpressible in words.